D'Arcy Pierre Lebleau

 Aidan came over last night. It was so fucking fun!~

So, we decided to have a movie night right? And what kind of Movie night would it be without popcorn? Soooooo, I don't have microwave popcorn 'cause I don't believe in the stuff. And I HAD an air popper but it decided to die last night. And I remembered when I was little my mum used to make popcorn on the stove with oil....

Needless to say it was a disaster. Kernals and oil flying EVERYWHERE! and being the dumbass that I am, managed to get a nasty oil burn... Aidan took good care of me though, kissing me all better, and in the end we did manage to make a bowl of popcorn. We just destroyed my kitchen in the process. But we had a good time while doing it XD So I guess that's all that counts right? I've never seen Aidan smile and laugh so much ever. It was so cute and made me love him all the more. AND OMG HIS LAUGH! Not his "I'm pretending to laugh" laugh but when he actually full out laughs..... OMG I'VE NEVER HEARD ANYTHING LIKE IT! HE'S A FREAKING DONKEY! I never thought I would ever hear noises like that uttered from his beautiful lips. It was adorable <3

Of course I started a popcorn fight as well that ended up with making out on the couch, we watched 3 or 4ish movies but well... there wasn't much paying attention going on, at least on my part. I was far more enthralled with the blonde sitting beside me. And what his hands were doing. And no, we didn't do anything "exciting" but there was some fooling around :3 I am a happy to say the least.

I never get sick of making out with Aidan. Each time only seems to get better and better and he always finds some new way to excite me. Seriously, he's good enough that he could make a living off of it hahahahaha don't be offended Aidan, I'm not saying your a whore... really I mean it as a compliment. Besides, I don't think whore's are as chaste as you XD

We cuddled again and I got to just love the feeling of holding him again. I live for it. And fell asleep like that in the middle of some movie. I woke up around like 4 or 5 and Aidan was still there, in my arms. I couldn't believe it. Aidan hadn't left!

So being me, I freaked out and ran out of the flat down to one of the 24hr stores and bought some random shit for breakfast. What? I haven't been food shopping in a while.... Anyway, by the time I got back home Aidan was still there, sleeping on my couch. Though he had taken it over! I tried to cuddle with him and he was all annoyed with my cold hands and wouldn't wake up and just arg. That guy is a solid sleeper, let me tell you.

So, I went and slept in my own bed. And Aidan woke me up this morning!~ If someone trys to cuddle with me I actually wake up and enjoy it, not grumble half asleep, roll over and keep sleeping. Anyway after some decent early morning snuggles we tried to use my poor popcorn disaster kitchen to make some breakfast. Aidan left by 10... said he had to start work at noon or something. -sigh-

I think I'm one of the happiest people on earth.

Needless to say, I spent the afternoon rescuing my kitchen because it was grossing Aidan out (and me for that matter) and I want him to come back sooooooooooon, so I'm trying to be better and not let my apartment get so cluttered (like it has the habit of doing.....)

I also spent HOURS on the phone with my mother who is STILL sobbing about me not going home for Christmas and bugging me to come home and see her. Honestly! Get over it woman. It doesn't help much that I haven't even tried to book any time off to go home. But I better end up doing it soon because my mother will drive me CRAZY before too long. But I have two reasons for not wanting to go home:
1) Seb. I know that there is no way I can make it through a trip back home without seeing him at least once. Him and that damn bitch. It would make me happy to know that I never have to see them again EVER in my entire life. I just don't want to deal with it. I can't deal with it. Not right now. And you'd THINK it would be easy, you know having Aidan now and all... but I don't want to have to think of the past to deal with it. I just want to enjoy what I have now...
2) Aidan. I don't want to go home for a week because there will be no chance of Aidan coming into work to see me because I don't be at work, I'll be in Montreal. And Aidan can't stop by some night to just chill because, like I said, I'll be in Montreal. I just... don't want to go a week without seeing Aidan D:

 Okay. I'm going to attempt this once more.

Life is PURE BILSS!

I honestly cannot think of anything better in my life. I just... I just... OMG.

Words cannot explain. Which is why I've held off writing because I could never find anything to write.

A few nights ago Aidan came over and we fell asleep on the couch together. True he did leave around 4am but he woke me up and said goodbye and everything. Nothing felt better than the warmth of having him in my arms. Just thinking about it makes me want to hold him again.....

We went out for lunch the day after that.

And he's come over once more since then.

I'm so happy. I can't think of anything that would make me happier exept maybe Aidan staying the whole night so I could make him breakfast the next morning.

We're taking things slow and that makes me happy. We haven't done anything past making out... but I'm alright with that. Not saying that I don't want more. Obviously I do. But this way we can build are relationship and it doesn't have to be just physical. And it's nice to know that he doesn't just want and easy fuck to just up and leave. I love that he cares about me. ACTUALLY CARES. 

Aidan makes me so happy. He's the one thing in my life that seems to be going right. I love it. I love him...

Mmmmmmmmmmmmm day off today. I got to admit, I was a lazy ass.... But it was only because if I slept most of the day away then it would be closer to my DATE! ZOMG DATE!

So yeah.... I didn't drag my ass out of bed until like.... 2? maybe 3-ish? I didn't have anything to do though so it was like... yeah. Then I did nothing.... isn't my life so eventful?

So yeah, around 5 or so I went over to Reid and Maggies for dinner again. I promise I will stop mooching off them soon... or will start paying for food. But yeah, it was fun because Maggie got all super excited about my date with me and was just being so damn cute! "Well, I want to meet this Aidan and make sure he's good enough for you! So you have to bring him over for dinner sometime!" Awwww.... Maggie thinks I need her approval to date. So of course I told her that I would. I just have to now find someway to convince Aidan to go to their house for dinner... for some reason I don't think he'd be into that.... 

I can't belive that it's almost christmas.... Maggie and Reid are leaving on Saturday for Maggie's parents place and wont be back until the 28th. so of course I am eating with them again tomorrow night for one last meal before they leave XD I've got to admit... I'm probably going to miss them a lot. But I am okay because I know that Craven is gonna hang with me on Tuesday so it's all good. I find it sad that I really haven't made a lot of friends since moving here... I mean... I've been here six months and all I really have is Reid and Maggie and Craven. Look at me be mr. sociable. Ah well, now I have my honey!~ <3

I wonder if Aidan'll come in tomorrow while I'm at work.... mmmm that would make me happy!~ *nudgenudgehinthint* that is if you read this before tomorrow...

DO YOU KNOW WHAT TOMORROW IS??????

FRIDAY!

AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT COMES AFTER FRIDAY????

SATURDAY!!!!

AND DO YOU KNOW WHAT SATURDAY IS?????

MY DATE WITH AIDAN!

OMG I am so fucking excited. I can't believe it's almost here!~ *_________________________*

 Mmmmmmmmmmmm... I'd marry Maggie based on her cooking alone! Sometimes I feel like I'm Reid and Maggie's son. Reid is always looking out for me and Maggie makes sure I'm eating right and taking care of myself. Did I really just only meet Reid a few months ago through work? Sometimes he feels like he's been my friend for YEARS!

So yeah, had an amazing dinner with them. Two nights in a row that I've eaten with them ^^;; I should stop mooching off of them. But Reid keeps asking me over... I know that he only does it because Maggie makes him. She thinks I don't eat enough or something... something about vegetables... I dunno. I feel like I should start paying them for food or something.

Didn't get much done today. I spent too long trying to find the PERFECT outfit for the weekend. But.... I THINK I FINALLY FOUND IT! I just hope I still like it as much on Saturday when I actually have to wear it! I hope Aidan likes it too...

So, work again tomorrow.... one can only hope that Aidan will show up so that I can actually enjoy the day! Oh well, I need the money after how much I've been spending lately... -sigh-

Part of me thinks things might be better if I lived with someone else. You know, like a roommate? When I was back in Montreal I was sharing all the expenses with Seb and it never seemed as expensive... Wow... I haven't thought about Sebastian in a while... But that's for the best right? Hmmm I wonder if Aidan is looking for a roommate XD Yeah right, with the money he spends he probably owns his own condo or house or something! Must be nice to be rich...

I found cheap Friends boxsets... I wanted to buy them soooooooooooo badly... but I held off for now because cash is a little tight at the moment. Shipping all those gifts back home really sucked. Mum's still sobbing that I'm not coming home for Christmas. It's just that.... We spend the holidays with Sebasitans family. And she will be there. No thanks, I'd rather not. I'll go visit my family in January or something. That'll make her happy! And I miss my sister too...  Charlotte is the best! I'll have to make some clothes to dress her up in when I go home.

It's gonna be a lonely Christmas I think... I don't want to step in on Reid and Maggies holiday either... though I don't think that's an option anyway. Last I heard they were going off to Maggie's parents house....

 AH- HA HA HA HA!

I am so fucking good! Who got at least SOME sort of contact info for Aidan? OH YEAH! THAT'S ME! TAKE THAT BITCHES! So yeah, Aidan will be on my flist. FUCK YEAH!

So yeah... went over to Reid's after work and Maggie made the MOST AMAZING LAZONGYA EVER (if that is even how you spell the damn word... whatever, ENGLISH IS MY SECOND LANGUAGE STFU!) Reid is freaking awesome though... I'm glad that I work with him. If it was just the stuffy old management guys then like.... ew. So not fun working.  But Reid's been an awesome friend, even if he is a few years older and stuff.. He was cool even after he learned about the whole reason for me moving out here with Seb and all... He's just a cool guy.

I wish I knew why Aidan wouldn't give me his phone number or something. I mean it's not like he doesn't have his cell on him all the time. I think it might be a work phone or something though... he always seems to get irritable when it goes off whie he's in the store...

Mmmm we got new stock in at the end of the day. God, one of the shirts we got in would look SO DAMN HOT ON HIM! I can't wait for Aiden to come in again so that I can flirt with him show it to him.